| Location | Bognor Regis |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 3/1982 |
| Date of Death | 3/1982 |
| Visitors | 784 since 16/03/2008 |
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my son was born to a very wanted mother. shame i cant say the same for the dad and grandad.
he was born two weeks early. and died a day old. no explaination. which i cannot live with. my son dies and no one can tell me why.
it still eats me up inside 26 years on at the weekend.
i know i might be selfish , but i am so angry my dad would not even take any pictures of christopher. he was lovely jet black hair 6 fingers and six toes. he was a greedy devil.theres me .mum with aload of illnesses and struggles to stay alive and my poor son nothing wrong and dies. this world is so un fair. please lord take me home to be with my son so i can be with him for his birthday. i will love you for ever . everyone keeps telling mummy that things will get easier please tell me when this is 26 years on. love to all you that have lost children. i pray you find it easier than me . love julsxxxxxxxxxx godbless all
love
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
love
darling darling christopher.
if you could hear what people are saying about mummy, you would never believe it. samantha who was ment to be like a sister to you. has been telling people on face book and anyone who listens to her. that i murdered you. now you and god and i know that , this is not true. But those who dont know me would believe her.
losing you was the worst thing that could of happend to me and i would of never harmed a hair on your pretty head. i wish it was me that god and taken me instead of you. or taken us both.
i love you sweetheart not a day goes past i dont think of you. your in my throughts when i am a wake or a sleep. i feel your little hand holding my hand. i wish we were still together now.
well mummy has had all her ops now and i hope i never have to have another one. ever again.
sleep tight my little sweet and remember i love you with all my heart. and when we meet again we will never ever part.
love you babe r.i.p and please tell god i am still waiting to come home.
love you for ever mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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it is 29 years today since your passing. i still get the labour pains every year. i dont know if this is normal or is mummy going mad. did you have a great birthday in heaven yesterday. i hope you are looking after harley.and had some bad news to day. your uncle peter has passed away to now. so please wait by the gates as he comes in. missing you so much not aday goes by when i think of you . no one can ever take our special memorys away how ever hard then try.mummys crying now so we will talk again soon love mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxx
love
When tomorrow starts without me
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today
while thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say
I know how much you love me
as much as I love you
and each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand
that an Angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand
and said my place was ready
in heaven far above
and that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love
But as I turned to walk away
a tear fell from my eye
for all life, I'd always thought
I didn't want to die
I had so much to live for
so much yet to do
it seemed almost impossible
that I was leaving you
I thought of all the yesterdays
the good ones and the bad
I thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had
If I could relive yesterday
just even for awhile
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile
But then I fully realized
that this could never be
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me
And when I thought of worldly things
I might miss come tomorrow
I thought of you, and when I did
my heart was filled with sorrow
But when I walked through heaven's gates
I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me
from His great golden throne
He said, "This is eternity
and all I've promised you"
Today for life on earth is past
but here it starts anew
I promise no tomorrow
but today will always last
and since each day's the same day
there's no longing for the past
But you have been so faithful
so trusting and so true
Though there were times you did some things
you knew you shouldn't do
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me
don't think we're far apart
for every time you think of me
I'm right here, in your heart
i dont know who wronte these words but i throught of you my darling as i read them. i love you always love mum
love
hi love how are you today. im just writting to let you know its harleys 1st birthday to day.he past away last year . so just like you babe he was taken to soon. i hope you are both together now.look after him well and give him a great birthday. love mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi
hi babe how you doing.
mummy is going to look at her new home tomorow. i pray you will be watching me and send me a sign if this is mummys right move. i know its not disabled friendly . but is has all been decorated for mummy. and we are going to make one of the rooms into a children room. where the twins will sleep over. but it will be a memory room for you. my sweet one. and i am going to do the garden all nice to. one that i can sit in and rember you and spend quiet time. as i have never had a grave that i could visit. i have no picture of you just memorys but good memorys. this time i can put some of these things right. and hopefully no one will trash your garden this time. some people are so sick. i love you and miss you very much. i pray your spirit will fill my house with laughter, and not tears. rip little one mummy loves you. and misses you very much love mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
r.i.p
hi christopher.
has your nephew found you yet . poor harley was just a babe like you. taken away from his mum and dad too. we are all so sad having this happen again to one of are family. mummy is very bitter and very angry. with god . but i know the nurses looked after harley better than you were looked after that why he got to 9 weeks and 3 days. and you are got to a day. harley died of organ failer you just died of hospital neglect. so please christopher watch over mummy and daddy. plus becky and bradley. we love you both and miss you like hell. rip both of you and please look out for one another love mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hi
hi there love how are you. mummy misses you very much. i never know why you were taken. but my god god is keeping me busy looking after all my friends loving children. and sammy and the twins. sammy is due to have her little boy any time now. i hope all goes ok with the birth. she is having a home birth at my house. i am really petirfied that something might go wrong. so darling please watch over us. and ask wendy to. well i got this new puppy on my lap . her name is boots. she is mad im telling you. it is sammys puppy bless.
christopher mummys dog trixi died not so long ago has she found you yet . please take care of her love mamxxxxxxxxxxxx
happy birthday
hi love happy birthday mummy misses you. i just love this song that ive put on your site. but mummy has made her own song for you. so i will add that on later if i can find out how to. love you for every mummy.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
love
hi there love
mummys here. please wake god up. tell him your aniversary and birthday are coming up and i want to be with you this birthday. i dont want to live no more . i cant stand the pain no longer. you were my life and life without you is not a life. i just plod through ever day trying to help others and people just take me for a mug. i want to die but it has to be on your aniversay. if not i have to plod through another year. no im not depressed i just want to be with you. i miss you very much love mummy sleep tight.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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